i just read my livejournal entry from exactly one year ago today.
i was so unhappy.

i haven't posted in a while.
i've been extremely busy.

but i just thought i would clue you all in.
in case someone still reads this.

i'm really happy.
i'm busy, bogged down with school work and caribou...but i'm happy.

i feel like i have really grown over the past year.
i've made that transition to an adult.
i mean, i pay for college, have a credit card, a checking account.....

but i also have goals now.
and a sense of responsiblity.

i've been doing alot of activist work on my own lately.
i really enjoy having a purpose.
and i think i have realized in recent weeks how much a grew as a christian this past year.

i know most of my friends aren't christains.
but i am.
and its really important to me.
its a really hard to explain the completeness and happiness i feel.
because i know that christ takes care of me.

there is a boy that likes me here.
he's nice....i dont know if i mentioned him before.
but i dont know.......i'm not looking for just nice.
i need extraordinary.

conway, we will stop this crazy week long game of phone tag eventually.
and i hope mine is one of the lj's you still read.

i'm very thankful that i met miriel.
words cant even explain......

i love you all........and a special good luck to barlow.....big hugs.


hey joey and b.howard.....see you in 2 months....for our mini family reunion.